AS CONCEITED AS THIS SOUNDS…
I sometimes always feel this way. I always look around at other couples and stuff and see how happy they are whatever. I am honestly not one who gets jealous a lot but it really does make me sad to see everyone so happy. I am most definitely not sad because I am not in a relationship because I am okay with being alone and independent. But no matter how strong someone can say they are, they always need at least one person to hug goodnight.
This just came across my mind because an acquaintance of mine who I NEVER thought would get a girlfriend has one! He is just a very strange person and he doesnʻt even look like he knows what to do in a relationship. I guess whatʻs inside really counts more than physical appearance.
I just canʻt help and question myself, “what I am doing wrong?” I can never really find someone who wants to be with me. I honestly am not an evil person and I always try to be the best friend of all my friends. If asked, I would really go out of my way for someone. But no one would do that in return. Maybe it is time to alter myself and become more selfish and mean! Hahaha, yeah right!